My life is simple until you make it complicated

Sunday, 26 June 2011

Dear Future Wife,

I don’t know where you are right now. I don’t know how you look like. I don’t know how you laugh, or how you cry. You’re probably with someone else right now. Or you might be alone just like me. I don’t know when our paths will cross. I don’t know when we can walk on the beach together, then watch stars at night and wait for a shooting star (and wish for forever if we see one, btw I’ve never seen a shooting star yet). We’ll sleep under the moonlight. We’ll watch the sunrise. I’ll cook breakfast for you. If we have kids, we’ll still do these things with them. We’ll go to out as a family, have a picnic after. I’ll teach them how to fly kites. You’ll teach them how to sing, or dance, or draw.

The list can go on forever. But I don’t know when these will happen. For now, all I can do is wait for you. And I’ll wait patiently for you. I know you’ll be worth the wait.

Love,

Your Future Husband

Monday, 20 June 2011

=D

i don’t mind when our conversations get a little boring. i don’t mind when we’re texting and we run out of things to say. when we’re hanging out together but not doing anything, well i don’t mind that either. it doesn’t matter to me because i finally realized that when you’re truly in love, every moment spent together doesn’t have to be breath-taking, that you’ll still feel like the luckiest person alive even through the most unexciting times, and you will feel completely comfortable together because you know that just having each other is more than enough.

sometimes getting less than ‘everything’ is getting more than enough.

it’s true.

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Randommm !



there’s always that one person that can make you happy, no matter what the circumstance. when you are with this person, all you can do is smile and you feel like nothing can harm you. everything around you stops and suddenly it is just you and that one person. the little things that they do give you that warm feeling inside that no one else can give. when you are with them, you can only feel good vibes. with their presence you release endorphin, which gives you a “feel good” sensation. somewhat of a natural high. you then realize that he/she is someone you feel like you can’t live without, but at the same time their absence makes your heart grow fonder. yes, things go wrong. sure you two can fight sometimes, but at the end of the day they are all you can think about.

Monday, 21 February 2011

I hate it when my phone rings, and your name doesn't show.


Bored Bored Boredd.

Tml no marching? and i guess its gonna be a long day at school..
going to be boring again !

3period maths afternoon class..= =

Yesterday went to nong's birthday at Polo club and go back at 9:30
brought her back~

I need physic tt who can intro me one? xD

Thursday, 20 January 2011

5th month

Today is the 153rd day. We start on 20 la not 21 ~ zhi dao ma? xD
Went to bio lab just now for physic and the practical we do i only get 3/10 ! =/
MLIA.

I met you now my world is so much bigger.
Upside down, off the ground is what you do.
When you touch me, it's like the very first time.
I'm so lucky, to say that you're mine.


But it's just what you do,
I'm loving everything you do.


Merrily we fall
Out of line, out of line
I'd fall anywhere with you
I'm by your side


Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it
By your side


You so know me
Pinch me gently
I can hardly breathe



wo ai ni kayhej .

Sunday, 16 January 2011

Hi baby.

Hi lazy baby pig dog abnormal boyfriend :D When you see this post, you must be really shock cause I don't think you think I'll use your blog someday, right? You know who I am right? HEHE :)

I know recently we're having a bad time like a roller coaster, suddenly we're good and the next minute, we're mad at each other. I know I've been bringing up that topic that you never wanted it to happen like almost everyday.. I'm sorry if what I've asked for hurt you badly inside and there's nothing I can do. But I just wanted to be honest to you, I don't wanna hide things from you because I know it doesn't feel good at all.

It's so pathetic that I can't hold on any longer.. I love you but I can't be with you..? You must be thinking this is some bullshits, because if I love you, there's nothing that can stop me from being you, right? But baby, actually there's a lot of things that stops me from being together with you, but I just never wanted to tell you because.. I never have the guts, because I love you that's why I'm trying all my best to protect you. I just want to keep you with me as long as I could, I'll do whatever I can just to spend more time with you, right now. I can't even waste a second of time. How I wish we're glued together, lived together so I can see you all day night and long, I can't afford to lose you and see you walk away from me.

Waking up in the morning next to you, have breakfast with you, cook together with you, watch TV with you, cuddle with you, do silly stuffs with you, seeing your asleep face is enough to make my life wonderful.. know why? because silly, it's YOU. :) Only you makes me happy.

Still remember what happened yesterday? I can't believe I'm the first :p But you know.. it's also the first time I've seen you looking so helpless, because of me, and that, breaks my heart too.. I cried because I don't know what to do, I feel so useless, because you're always mad at me. Or is there a distance between us already?

4 more days till the 5th month with you. Feelings don't fade, memories stays, my love for you will always be there, I promise you.

I'm sorry again, for everything..

I love you baby.

Yours truly,
ceejayhej's girl.

Monday, 3 January 2011

Fist day of school !

Today woke up quite early de then bath blah blah and went to school the secondary block all have air-cond le? so suang eh them ~ first 4 period stay at class nia.. Finally can see her ♥ xD

When went to class I saw her sitting at second row 3rd seat :D Your front quite same de lo where got very short and back just short abit only? Its nice la ~ zhen de. Tml dun tie hair la okay? hehe

Recess went to canteen with kevin so many ppl at here !You dont wan go with me HAHAH

After recess go to hall have assembly ~ so freaking boring and love why u so front? HAHA
At hall listen to those stuff like same de everytime..Then got one teacher keep come to us call us dont talk, sit properly,shirt BLAH BLAH ==

5th month soon yeah? xD AND need study hard this YEAR O LEVEL !

I bu xiao xin B tio someone SORRY arh? HAHAHA